The Obelisk Questionnaire: Conny Ochs
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The Obelisk Questionnaire: Conny Ochs
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How do you define what you do and how did you come to do it?
I think self-perception can be deceptive given the many pitfalls of ego and circumstance, but since you ask, I’d like to think of myself as an explorer. I have always lived a life on the fringes of society. In orbit, observing, sometimes trying to fit in, but rarely succeeding. This has made me an observer of things, I think, a not always humble, sometimes manic observer. I explore what I see and consequently feel through music, words and images. It’s very cathartic in the sense that you have to let go of everything that comes at you from time to time so that it doesn’t tear you apart. But I hope that the dialog that manifests in this process can be inspiring for everyone who participates. Even if it’s only for a moment. In the end, it’s a quest for freedom.
Describe your first musical memory.
My father used to play and sing songs for me on the guitar just before I had to go to sleep, when I was about four to five years old. I remember how awestruck I was. There was this person I knew from everyday life, but somehow hearing and seeing him in this way transformed him into something almost metaphysical. I hold those memories most dear.
Describe your best musical memory to date.
That is a difficult one. There are many, and they are “best” in different ways. But here and now I’m going with my encounter with Scott “Wino” Weinrich. He really encouraged me to follow my calling when he brought me on stage with him during the “Adrift” tour in 2010 and put me in a spotlight that I wasn’t used to at all. Up until that moment, I hadn’t really figured out where I wanted to go as an artist, but Wino really helped me bring everything into focus by just being the passionate player and singer and, later on, friend that he is. From him I really learned to be in the moment, and to be there for the song, undisguised and honest. What I learned in those days has certainly shaped the way I write and perform forever.
When was a time when a firmly held belief was tested?
There have been a few occasions where I’ve been subtly asked to adapt to certain standards. Very subtly, maybe in terms of a certain sound detail, a certain lyrical style or artwork. I’ve always stuck to what I thought was right at the time, which didn’t always work out the way I had envisioned and made me question my decisions and sometimes quite stubborn demand for authenticity (which is already very hard to define) many times. This can put you in strange places and test the aforementioned faith in whether what you’re doing makes sense at all. Nevertheless, I always did what I thought was honest, and that was the most important thing for me. Still is.
Where do you feel artistic progression leads?
To freedom, I hope.
How do you define success?
As an artist, to get as close as possible to what you really want to communicate. As a human being, to remain kind, respectful and curious like a child.
What is something you have seen that you wish you hadn’t?
To be honest, I can’t think of anything… I think it’s all part of the journey, part of the bigger picture by default. However, i am a big movie fan, you could say I watch too many silly films maybe, but that doesn’t really count I guess.
Describe something you haven’t created yet that you’d like to create.
I would actually love to work on a graphic novel with a good scriptwriter. I’ve been into comics since I was a kid and have always done small panel projects on my own, but I’ve never ventured into working on a proper graphic novel. I have a few ideas, but I haven’t found the right writer to work with yet. I’d like to just focus on the artwork – plus, the whole process of scriptwriting is something I’d love to find a partner for who really knows how to do it right. I’m a big fan of the work of Alan Moore, as well as Enki Bilal, Rick Griffin, Raymond Pettibon or John Totleben. A sort of crossover between mysticism, surrealism and noir. Probably some musical allusions in it, too. It’s something I’ve been dreaming about for a while. I’m always on the lookout for the still anonymous partner.
What do you believe is the most essential function of art?
For me, art means creating connections. Physical connections between people, connecting to your own body, connections between ideas, connections between brain cells. It can even point a way back into the past, to things you might not have been able to perceive at the time, but which only make sense later. It can connect you to a world from which you feel alienated. And then again, connection is activation, and that is movement, and that is life.
Something non-musical that you’re looking forward to?
It’s been a while since I’ve been on the road without a guitar on my back, and I’m really looking forward to just traveling for a while once I finish recording the new album. It’s going to be hard too. I usually pile new projects on top of each other far in advance. I was actually supposed to start this trip after we finished the last master earlier this year, fingers crossed that I can pull it off this time.
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