Album Review: Blackwater Holylight, Silence/Motion
There is a quote by the author Margaret Atwood that comes to mind in considering Blackwater Holylight‘s third album, Silence/Motion: ‘Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them.’ It says something that as human beings, we live in a culture in which sexual assault, rape, and the killing of women by men is a cliché. It’s a trope of tv storytelling. How many “gritty” procedurals define themselves at the expense of the feminine body? Sexual violence, fetishized. Blood dried on nude flesh.
In the backing screams of “Delusional,” the creeping synth line of “Who the Hell” and tense guitar that accompanies, in its flourishes of minimalist sadness and distorted blowout, its engagement of extreme metal in closer “Every Corner” or the earlier “MDIII,” Silence/Motion conveys and at times seems to push against inherent male-gaze violence. It is a specific attempt being made to transform objectification and victimization into expressive power, to convey through rich and deep-running atmospherics that transcend what the Portland, Oregon/Los Angeles, California, outfit of bassist/vocalist/here-also-guitarist Allison “Sunny” Faris — who discussed her history with sexual violence in a recent interview here — guitarist/bassist Mikayla Mayhew, synthesist Sarah McKenna, drummer Eliese Dorsay and recently-joined guitarist/backing vocalist Erika Osterhout (who does not appear on the album) accomplished in melding together heavy psychedelic, pop, and metal on their first two LPs, 2019’s Veils of Winter (review here) and 2018’s self-titled debut (review here). Even in the transition of the title-track itself, from its acoustic beginning and string-laced midsection surge, Blackwater Holylight find the beauty in horror without shying away from the horror in horror.
What does that mean? On the most basic level of listening to Silence/Motion front to back, it means that those who took on the band either or the self-titled or Veils of Winter, or both, might be surprised at the darker spaces Silence/Motion inhabits. Melody is central to the songwriting as it has been all along, but there’s no question that this material puts even the edge of melancholy in the prior record in an entirely new context. It’s of course worth noting that for the first time, the band worked with an outside producer in A.L.N. of Mizmor, and that Faris is backed on “Delusional” by Thou‘s Bryan Funck and on “Every Corner” by Mike Paparo of Inter Arma, both male vocalists, bookended, but the sense of exploration in their sound that comes through is more than just studio happenstance. Silence/Motion feels like Blackwater Holylight using their songs to do something new.
One can still find plenty of ethereality in their work, as the touches of airy post-rock guitar floating at the outset of centerpiece “Floating Faster” remind, the vocals entering a vibe like grunge made to float, but as the song plays out, the drums foreshadow a turn to come after its slowdown, and sure enough, it is the lower-end rumble that wins the day of the track. The song does not “get heavy” in the same way as the subsequent “MDIII,” with its squibbly guitar and charred textures, but it emphasizes the purposefulness that is behind the material across the 41-minute span of the outing, each piece contributing something toward the greater intent of the whole.
True to the time of its making, Silence/Motion fits easily across two vinyl sides, but it does not do so evenly. Side A ends with “Falling Faster” and side B begins with “MDIII,” and while that transition is crucial in giving over to “MDIII”‘s metallic incorporations, the poppier false security of “Around You” and the consuming paranoia payoff of “Every Corner,” the story being told throughout is linear, a narrative conveyed as much through ambience and instrumental shifts as in the lyrics to “Silence/Motion” itself.
So I guess this is the part where I make it feel safe for dudes, right? Maybe, except much as I might support what the band and or RidingEasy Records get up to with a given release, it’s not my job to sell records. Yeah, Blackwater Holylight have been and remain a largely deeply accessible band, working with classic verse/chorus structures, vibrant harmonies, and a catchiness that even the looming threat of “Who the Hell” can’t/doesn’t entirely cast away. But just because they make it sound like them doesn’t cut off the powerful resonance of Silence/Motion itself. If anything, it makes it all the more vital and a more resilient showcase for other women who might relate.
There’s no way I would have demographic statistics to back this up, but as somebody who’s spent a fair enough portion of his life at gigs, I imagine the majority of Blackwater Holylight‘s audience is dudes, and there is a sense of challenging the dehumanization that takes place when one is objectified — the point that men on stage become objects for men in the audience as well is one that not-surprisingly few make; a tangent for another time, but not entirely irrelevant — and not just pushing back on how easily violence against a person becomes when they’re no longer human, but of turning that gaze back on itself. Silence/Motion offers nothing so trite as a ‘girl-power’ salute to what women can accomplish in a male-dominant culture, but instead speaks toward the conditions in which such a thing might be passed off as genuine progress in the first place.
Accordingly, no, Silence/Motion is not an easy listen. It shouldn’t be. I suppose it could be divorced from its own thematic context — it was apparently a good time in the making, if that helps? — and taken as just a collection of songs with some screams at the start and end, but that feels like cheapening what Blackwater Holylight actually accomplish with the material. It is a showcase of craft and performance as one would expect from Blackwater Holylight sonically progressing into their third long-player, and if that’s enough, fine. But to not engage with Silence/Motion with a deeper, experiential consideration, to not at very least acknowledge what’s being confronted, regardless of one’s own gender identity and where one resides within the stakes Atwood lays out above, is missing a big part of the point.
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